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November 30, 2008

BUZZNET/FOE IS DEAD.

For me anyways.

 

I AM NOT HERE ANYMORE!! If you really want to keep in touch with me, talk to me, or whatever, go to: myspace.com/musicfreakiam


Posted on 11/30/2008 5:11 PM Comments (0)

February 10, 2007

Ahem.

"I can get jealous easily. I can envy easily. I can learn fast. I can be slow at jokes. I can be confused within a minute. I can be amazed within seconds.

From happy to sad. To depressed to overjoyed.

I confuse those easily. I make things easier for those. I take ideas and twist them in my own clever little ways. I get inspired from the "cloud of nothing." I can be simple. I can be complex.

From going to one thing to another. We're evolving more and more everyday. But I'm afraid that you haven't changed one bit. And I'm afraid that I get personalities mixed up with others. Yes, I do believe I have the power to make things worse, not better."

"The conversation was dead on arrival. I saw the future before the minute passed. There's nothing we can really say. So just turn around and walk away.

You're just a minute too late. You ruined the night. Now I'm stuck here, talking to myself. My hands going faster than my mouth. My hands writing faster than I can think.

It's a gift. It's a curse. It's something people will compliment on later. But they won't know what I'm talking about. Not even I know what I'm talking about.

The words are being thrown into the air. They're jumbled everywhere. I grab them, and throw them down. Sooner or later, it'll be nothing but a piece of abstract art. The kind that makes your head turn and twist just to understand it."

BEST FRIENDS VS STRANGERS

A best friend is someone who you can tell everything to. A stranger is someone you can't trust.

A best friend is someone who will allow you to sit on their lap. A stranger is someone you don't feel comfortable sitting within a foot of them.

A best friend is someone who says they'll always be there for you. A stranger is someone who you'll never see again.

A best friend is someone who can borrow something and return it to you safely. A stranger is someone who takes and never gives back that thing of yours.

A best friend is somone who will buy whatever you want. A stranger is someone who only buys for themselves.

If those are the rules for best friends and strangers, and I'm sure there's more, then why do I keep getting the one confused the other?

 

Uhmm... I felt like posting these and want to know what you think of them? Anyways ... thanks for at leasting wasting a while to read them.


Posted on 02/10/2007 5:37 PM Comments (12)

December 27, 2006

Sonny Moore|| Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly|| Pt. 19

"Sonny?" Matt called out as he walked onto the bus. He heard a faint groan come from one of the bunks. "Sonny?"

"What?"

"Stop faking sick, d__n it." Matt tore the covers off of the bunk.

Sonny glared at him. "I'm not."

"Yes you are. Everybody knows it. You just don't wanna see Brianna because you didn't get the chance to ask her out, chicken s__t."

"What are you-"

"I was able to persaue Dirty into telling me everything.

"With what?" asked Sonny stunned.

"Beer."

"I should've known..."


"My life sucks."

"Why do you say that?"

"Because."

"Because why?"

"Because everything..." Brianna mumbled. Lee sighed and shook her head.

"And everything is...?"

"Everything!" Brianna nearly yelled.

Pete, who was asleep in the chair, grunted.

"Keep it down, geez," he mumbled sleeply.

"Sorry..."

"You know what? Let's go visit Sonny."

"Why?"

"Because you haven't seen him in a while and I know you miss him."

 

Never thought I'd get this far... Wow! But I think this story is coming to a soon end. x*[


Posted on 12/27/2006 11:54 AM Comments (5)

December 25, 2006

Sonny Moore|| Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly|| Pt. 18

FLASHBACK!

"She's gone Sonny! And you didn't make a move!" Greta yelled at him.
"I'm sorry! I really thought about making some sort of move, but before I could, she said we should get going!"

"Ahh! Sonny! Why didn't you just stop her and kissed her or something?!" Greta yelled. Sonny swore he saw fire in her eyes.

"I don't know! Okay? I. Don't. Know!" he ran his hands through his hair. Greta shook her head.

"Sonny likes Brianna?!" yelled Dirty, coming out from the corner. Greta and Sonny both looked towards him, in total shock.

Sonny started to bite down his nails as his eyes went big.

Greta sighed and flipped her hair to the side.

"No one's saying anything... So he does! Aha! I'm going to tell everybody!"

"No!" Sonny and Greta both yelled loudly at the same time.

"Aww, come on! Why not?" Dirty whined.

"Because. This is between Sonny and Brianna-"

"And basically you," Sonny interrupted.

"And I guess me," she continued, giving Sonny a dark look.

"So? Can't everybody be involved? We'll make it a team effort! We'll be like, like... Little cupids!" Dirty yelled, getting too excited.

"No, Dirty! You can't tell anyone, because this isn't anyone else's problems. Understand?"

"No."

"Dirty, if you tell anyone, I swear I will chop your fingers off!" Greta yelled. Sonny had to hold back a chuckle.

"Ummm... Yes, ma'am. I understand. I swear I won't tell anyone."

 

Merry Christmas from Keilee to Brianna. ^_^


Posted on 12/25/2006 12:04 PM Comments (14)

Sonny Moore|| Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly|| Pt. 17

2 Months Later

Brianna sat down another box. She sighed heavily and just sat on the floor.

She stayed there, for about twenty moments, motionless.

There was a knock at the door. Brianna was startled a bit, but soon recovered from her shock.

"Hey, Bri!" Lee said. Brianna started at who was at the door.

Derek, Travis, Matt, Lee, and Pete. She smiled as they all went into a group hug.

"Oh my God! What are you guys doing here? You're not done with tour yet, are you?" she asked.

"In a month we will. But we were in the neighborhood, so we thought we'd drop by," Pete said, smiling like a little kid.

"Well, that's great!"


"So, how's your mom?" asked Travis, sitting next to Brianna. She looked towards him, and sighed.

"She's still in a comba. They're thinking about..." her vision started to blur and she started to shake her head.

Travis hugged her.

"Hey, it's okay. You said they were thinking about it, right?" Brianna shook her head up and down.

"Wait. I just realized. Where's Sonny?" she asked, wiping tears from her eyes as Travis let go of her.

"He didn't want to come. He said he was sick, but we all know he's faking it."

"Why?"

"We don't know. But him and Greta have been going at it for a while now..." Travis trailed off.

"Once again, why?"

"Only Dirty knows. And he said that if he told anybody, Greta would kill him. So... Yeah."

Brianna laughed. "Greta knows how to control boys..."


Posted on 12/25/2006 12:00 PM Comments (4)

October 26, 2006

Sonny Moore|| Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly|| Pt. 16

"What should we do now?" Sonny asked, sitting down on the grass. Brianna sat next to him.

"I don't know. But we do have to get back soon."

"Oh, right." There was an awkard silence between them.

Brianna was thinking about how Lee told her that Sonny liked her, but he wasn't showing any real feelings towards her.

Sonny was thinking about how Brianna had to leave for the rest of the tour. He then thought about what Greta said.

Now's your chance!

No.

... Chicken.

What?

You're scared.

I know I am. But...

But nothing! Now is your chance to kiss her and-

"Sonny?" Brianna asked, snapping him out of his thoughts.

"Yeah?"

"I think we should be getting back now."

"Oh, um, yeah. Right. Let's go."

 

You know what? ...  Can you feel your heartbeat racing?... I admit that I'm just a fool for you... And this could be my night... I never thought we'd make it out alive... Don't shake; I hate to see you termble... So addictive... I'm so stupid. I don't remember the name for this song. And this song fits the story perfectly.


Posted on 10/26/2006 5:16 PM Comments (7)

Sonny Moore|| Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly|| Pt. 15

"Mom! I'm eighteen years old!"

"So?! It doesn't matter how old you are! Anybody can come up and snatch you away!" Brianna groaned.

"But I'm not five! I don't need someone to hold my hand anymore! I can take care of myself!"

XXXXXXXXXX"You are not going out looking like that!"

"What?! Why not?!"

"You're too dark! Too depressing! Change into something brighter."

"Too dark and depressing?! You know what? I don't even want to go to this dinner thing! Just count me out!" Brianna stormed out of the house before her mother could protest.

XXXXXXXXXX

"Brianna, eat."

"But I'm not hungry."

"Then try to eat."

"But, I'm. Not. Hungry."

"Fine. Just go to your room. Don't cry to me when you're hungry."

XXXXXXXXXX

"You need to find some more girlrfriends."

"I do have girlfriends!"

"But not enough!"

"Oh, so are you saying that it is wrong to hang out with so many guys?"

"Unless you're f**king them," her mom muttered under her breath low enough that her daughter wouldn't hear. "It may just be wrong, Brianna!"

"Oh, whatever! I'm not sticking around to hear your bulls**t!"

"Don't talk like that to me!"

 

Chyeah. I'm bored. All the cool kids are getting bored. XD Pt. 16 on its way. ^_^


Posted on 10/26/2006 4:49 PM Comments (4)

October 21, 2006

Sonny Moore||Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly||Pt. 14

Brianna's cell phone rang, playing Hit The Lights. She sighed and looked away from her book that she was reading to answer it.

"Hello?"

"Hi, yes. Is this the daughter of Ms. Carrie McLake?" a male's voice asked.

"Umm... Yes, this is she. Why?"

"We're sorry to inform you but your mother has been admitted into the hospital." Brianna froze.

"What? Why?"

"She got into a car accident. She is in a comba right now. She also..." Brianna didn't hear another word the doctor was saying. She completey zoned out. "Miss McLake?" she finally heard.

"Oh, um, yes?"

"Will you be able to come down to the hospital to sign a few papers?" Brianna thought for a moment.

"But I'm in Virginia right now."

"Oh, well then. I guess whenever you can, we prefer as quickly as possible, that you come down to the Flower Mission Hospital."

"The city's local one, right?"

"Yes."

"Okay then. I'll- I'll try to get there as soon as possible."

"Okay. Good day."

"Bye." Brianna hung up, shaking. Lee walked onto the bus at the moment.

"Brianna? Are you okay? You looked pale, and you're shaking! What happened?" Lee rushed over to her side. Brianna looked at her.

"My mom's in the hospital. I-I have to go sign some forms."

"But that's all the way back in-"

"Florida. Yeah, I know. That's why I have to pack and go." Lee looked down at the floor, sad.

"Well... What about the guys?" she asked.

"I'm going to tell them that I can't stay for the rest of the tour because of my mom. They'll understand." Brianna stood up, heading towards the bunk area.

"Did you know that Sonny likes you?" Lee blurted out.

"What?!" Brianna came rushing back onto the couch, instantly forgetting about her problems.

"He likes you, Brianna. He'll duct tape your heart back together," she said, smiling and leaving the bus. Brianna sat on the couch, excited yet feeling a hint of sadness.

"Brianna?" asked Sonny, walking onto the bus area. Lee had told the boys that she would be leaving.

Once Brianna heard his voice, she smiled. But soon frowned. "Hey, Sonny," she said, walking towards him, coming out of the bunk area. Sonny smiled a small and sad one.

"Hi," he whispered. Brianna sighed. "Lee told us that you'd be leaving to go care for your mom at the hospital. I'm really sorry about that."

"Yeah. I should finish packing."

"But... Do you think we could spend some time together before you leave?" he asked. Brianna looked at him hopefully.

"Yeah, sure. I'd love to."

 

I don't think you've ever told me your last name Brianna, so I made one up. Hope you don't mind. ^_^ Oh, and that duct tape your heart back together line-- Freezepop. [Deff] check them out.


Posted on 10/21/2006 1:44 PM Comments (7)

September 30, 2006

Don't Waste Your Time On Me

Dream is but a word that describes fallen hope/Too many of us do too much/That's why I hope to stop dreaming/But then, yet again, that dream is fallen hope

I think about suicide more than you think/Extreme of me, I know/But the thought is comfortable at home /I have no plan of kicking it out soon

Did you know that I hate mirrors?/I'd ban them from the world if I could/There's nothing but a monster staring back /I'd take a sledgehammer and destroy the beautiful glass

Maybe if you say something /Then I won't have to be leaving/Maybe if you do something/Maybe I wouldn't be like this

I'd rather be out than be in the home/I'd rather listen to them than you/I'd rather cry then stare/I'd rather be pretty then be this/All in all, I'm basically miserable

 

I won't be leaving permanetly, people. Just a break. This has... some reasons. It's rather hard to explain. But I hope you had fun taking a tour in my brain.

<3Keilee [[punkxisxlove]]


Posted on 09/30/2006 1:35 PM Comments (4)

September 26, 2006

Step, Step, You're Too Slow, Speed It Up

Crashing down the walls/Taking into arms/Kisses left on the neck/All of that soon turns into something worse/Secrets spill out/Arms can become deadly, they no longer bring comfort/The heart is torn apart/And all you get out of this is a laugh or two and a crying girl

You scream so loud, your vocal cords are no longer in use/You cry so hard, your eyes will be sore for a whole week now

I'm fading away into nothing/My heart is cold and grey, but you made me this way/I thought that we could have something, but you never looked my way/Now I'm fading away/My heart is cold and grey, it's broken into a million pieces/This short letter was meant for you/I'm spilling my guts out in ink, no matter how clique that may sound/You can except more from me/But I'll be too busy throwing my guts out/And my tears will fall from my eyes/I'm fading into nothing, you're putting me on the edge

My heart beats faster as the sadness kicks in/My state gets worse as the depression kicks in/I may need some help

If my heart stops/I won't feel no more pain/'Cause it's already stoppped long ago/I'm broken into two/There's nothing else to do

We'll escape to an island/We'll bring liqour with us/We'll drink until we say we love each other/Then we'll stay together/I didn't want to go to this/But I guess we have no choice

 

Lines by Me


Posted on 09/26/2006 4:16 PM Comments (5)

September 25, 2006

I Wish That My Body Will Stop Working...

I told my heart to stop/But it didn't/It kept beating and beating/It wouldn't stop, no matter how many times I asked it to/I kept feeling the beating in my chest

I told my body to stop moving/But it wouldn't/My leg kept on shaking /It wouldn't stop, no matter how many times I begged/My body wouldn't stop shaking

I told my lungs to stop breathing/But they didn't stop/They kept on breathing/They wouldn't stop, no matter how many times I have to whine/I kept on breathing

If I don't see you one day/It'll be beacause my heart stopped moving/And my body got tired of my begging/And my lungs didn't want to hear me whine

So just to let you know.../If I don't see you one day.../I'll be at home.../Come look for me in my bed.../I'll be in a never awaking sleep...

So let me dream

________________

I have another one I want to post.... But it's too personal... Sorry. Lyrics by me


Posted on 09/25/2006 6:35 PM Comments (6)

September 23, 2006

We're Screaming Our Feelings Out Loud

A Beautiful Wreck

Such a beautiful wreck you are

Dying the sea red, you're sinking with the airplane parts

I told you not to go

But you wanted to like Peter-Pan and touch the sky

You're Just A Memory In A Shaving

I love having erasable pens

When we got together I wrote down all the wonderful things about you

But then we were at each others' throats

So I erased everything I wrote about you

You'll be nothing but a memory in a eraser shaving

??

Sleeping with danger

The thoughts in my head are not meant to say

These are the last words I'll say to you

Because my heart is torn into two

We'll sleep in flames that burn bright red and hot

We'll whisper nothing to each other as our bodies get englufed into flames

The grass will sorch and burn

We're sleeping with danger

And these are the last words of the month

Will we pass by this awakard stage?

Each day we talk the same

Nothing is ever new here

And I just wanna die

We'll sleep in flames that burn bright red and hot

We'll whisper nothing to each other as our bodies get englufed into flames

The grass will sorch and burn

We're sleeping in danger

And these are the last words of the month

All lyrics by Keilee Bentley Thankyou&goodnight


Posted on 09/23/2006 6:56 PM Comments (12)

September 22, 2006

Panic! At The Disco (OMG!)


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Posted on 09/22/2006 10:16 PM Comments (11)

September 20, 2006

Sonnny Moore||Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly||Pt. 13

"Why don't you just admit you wanna be her girlfriend?" Greta asked. Sonny looked at his hand, which had pernament marker drawings all over it.

"I can't. Just not yet. Maybe-"

"No Sonny. There is no maybe. You will tell her before tour is over. Got that?" Greta asked with a dead serious tone. Sonny looked at her. She had one of the most serious looking faces on, too. He finally sighed.

"I told myself that I will tell her after tour."

"No, during tour."

"After."

"During."

"After!"

"During tour!" Greta nearly yelled at him. Sonny sighed again.

"... Fine. During tour."

"Good. Because if you two aren't sucking each others' faces before tour ends, I'll kill you." Sonny laughed and looked at her.

"No you wouldn't." The serious face on Greta didn't disappear. "Oh God, would you?"

"Get with Brianna and you won't have to find out."

 

My bakc hurts...


Posted on 09/20/2006 3:06 PM Comments (10)

Sonny Moore||Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly||Pt. 12

"Lee..."

"Brianna..."

"Lee-With-A-Triple-E."

"Breezy."

"Fo' real." Lee looked at Brianna blankly. She slowly shook her head after a while.

"Never again. Please." Brianna laughed.

"You got it."

"Hey Lee!" Pete yelled, running toward the two girls. They were sitting in the shade of a tree, enjoying ice cream.

"Yeah?"

"Can we go talk for a moment? Like, I mean, in pivate?"

"Hey!" Brianna pouted. Lee laughed while Pete smiled sadly.

"Sorry, Brianna. You know I still love you."

"Haha, fine. Love you, too." Lee got up and left her alone to go talk to Pete. I hope he asks her out on a date... Brianna thought to herself.

"Hi, Brianna."

"Hi, Matt. How are you?" Matt sat down next to Brianna.

"Hmm... Doin' good. You?"

"Fine. But Pete came over and stole Lee from me," she pouted. Matt laughed. "So how are things between you and Serenity going?"

"We're great! I mean... I dunno... I feel like I love her, but then, yet again, I feel like it's too early in the relationship to say that. You know?" Brianna shook her head.

"So where's Sonny?"

"He went to go bug Greta."

"From The Hush Sound, right?"

"Yup."

"Here, have my ice cream. I'm going to go bug him."

 

One more update... "This is what we call a tragedy..." Well, you know what? ... I'm sorry that I keep getting writer's block, okay?! Love you guys anyways...


Posted on 09/20/2006 3:00 PM Comments (2)

Sonny Moore||Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly||Pt. 11

Brianna sighed and looked out the window. She looked down at the note in her hand.

Bri-

Babe, I'm sorry that I couldn't go to prom. Something came up. I'd rather not talk about it because it involves my dad... You know how things are. I still love you. I'll make it.

Love you- Sean

 

"You never went to prom?!" Sonny nearly yelled at her. Brianna blushed and shook her head, looking down at her shoes. "Well... Um... I'm going to make you go to prom!" Sonny announced, smiling proudly. Brianna looked up at him.

"Huh?"

"Just wait and see."

It turned out that Brianna's boyfriend, at the time she was suppose to go to prom, Sean, never fulfilled his promise. He never did anything that had to do with his family. He was cheating on her...

"Sonnny, take this blindfold off of me," Brianna whined. Sonny had forced her to change into a dress, and was now leading her somewhere after a two hour drive.

"Just hold your f**king horses!" he said, a little meaner than he intended to have his voice sound. Brianna sighed. "Okay! We're here! Geez..." Sonny took the blindfold off of Brianna. What she saw almost made tears come to her eyes.

They were outside. A nice picni table was laid there, with food already set. There were a few ground lights. The sun was just about to set. You could faintly hear music from afar.

"Where is the music coming from?" Brianna asked, her voice in a quiet whisper. Sonny smiled childishly.

"From Derek's car. But don't worry. They're far away. We can get them when you want."

Brianna sighed and looked at the wall in the dark bunk. That was one of the nicest things Sonny ever did for her. Making her own prom...

 

Yes! It FINALLY came out-Pt. 11. Two more for today. Then I will post tomorrow. ^_^


Posted on 09/20/2006 2:54 PM Comments (3)

September 16, 2006

Note To Self.... This Is What We Call A Tradegy....

Boy does this suck a.s.s. I can't post anymore photos for the rest of the month. And it's only, what? The... 16th? How many days are September? Yeah... This sucks big time. And I had some really cool pictures...

Well, there's a delay to my Sonny Moore story. Ideas come and visit, yet none of them want to stay home.

Banners and collages is what I'm busying doing right now. I have a Panic! At The Disco almost made. A Ryan Ross one is in the works. I want to make a From First To Last one for my friend love, Brianna. And that shall be finished soon hopefully.

I've been blowing up here on buzznet. About two notes every minute. Sometimes comments just keep coming. Why do people even like me? ... ... Anyways...

If anyone reallyreally wants to see some pics, go to my other account, ihopeyouchokexxx. I'll see how many more photos I can upload there...

My life sucks right now. "Hey! G-g-g-get over it!" No, OK Go. I can't get over it. I'm emo. What did you except?

"Note to self... This is what we call a tradegy..."


Posted on 09/16/2006 1:58 PM Comments (6)

September 13, 2006

Sonny Moore||Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly||Pt.10 (DOUBLE DIGITS! O.O!)

"Awww!" Brianna said, smiling the biggest grin ever. Pete looked at her.

"What?"

"You have a crush on Lee!" she said, smiling even wider, if it were possible. Pete gave her look that said, "What?! What are you talking about?!"

"N-n-no I don't!" Pete said, trying to defend himself. He got up and walked away before Brianna could say anything.

"Brianna!" she heard Sonny yell. Before she knew it, she was being picked up by her waist, thrown over someone's shoulder, and she got a very nice view of that person's ass.

"Derek! Put me down!" she yelled. Derek laughed and Sonny came up running to Brianna.

"Hi, darlin'! How you doin' today?" he asked, winking. Brianna started to get the butterflies, and smiled.

"I'm doing pretty fine. I'm getting a nice view of Derek's ass and I found out that Pete likes Lee. Haha!" she said. Sonny's eyes went wide and his jaw dropped.

"Huh? Really?! OOOH! Derek, go tell Lee!" he yelled. Derek dropped Brianna onto the floor.

"OW! Motherfu-"

"Don't be such a foul mouth, Brianna!" Derek yelled, smiling. He ran off to find Lee.

"Let me help you up," Sonny said, smiling and lending Brianna a hand. She smiled back, grabbed his hand, and was pulled up. But she stumbled, tripped, and ending up falling to Sonny. He caught her before she could send them both to the ground. "You okay?" he asked. Brianna looked up. His brown eyes were sparkling with amustment. She smiled wider.

"Yeah, um... Just fine."

 

"I say we hook them up," Lee said, blowing a bubble with her gum. Derek laughed. They had been watching Brianna and Sonny for only about four minutes. If nobody knew who they were from afar, they could've mistaken Brianna and Sonny for a couple.

"They're both too scared to admit that they love each other," he said, lighting a cigerrate. Lee's bubble popped.

"Heh, too bad. They'd make a great couple."

"Yup... They would've."

"And will."

"Huh?"

"Derek, you and me are gonna be doctor love!" Lee exclaimed. Derek smiled and snaked an arm around her waist, pulling her closer.

"Sweetie, you and me can play doctor love anyday," he said. Lee made a disgusted face and slapped his arm away.

"I thought you only raped Sonny," she said, smirking. Derek made a shocked face.

"What?! No, no, no, no! That's Jono's job!" Lee laughed and almost choked on her gum.

"Geez, Lee! I didn't mean it when I sang, 'I hope you choke'!" Sonny said, laughing. Brianna couldn't help but giggle. But she hit Sonny for making a rude comment.

"Be nice! She was choking! Are you okay now?" Brianna asked her friend. Lee nodded her head.

"Yeah. Derek was just telling me about how Jono rapes Sonny, no big deal!"

"What?!" Brianna asked, wide eyed. Sonny laughed and put his arm around her waist, which caused her heart to quicken a little faster.

"It's only a joke, babe!" he said, that amusment sparkling in his eyes again. Brianna could feel her cheeks grow a light shade of pink.

 

Blah, it's lame and cheesy. Oh well. Anything to make my Brianna happy, haha. ^_^ And so many photos, haha. [[another happy face-blah!]]


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Posted on 09/13/2006 6:57 PM Comments (28)

September 11, 2006

Sonny Moore||Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly||Pt. 9

"Can we finally hang out today?" asked Sonny. Brianna smiled.

"Yes, we can finally hang out!" she squealed. Sonny squealed with her and hugged her. Brianna smiled even wider, closed her eyes, and took a deep breath in so his scent would fill her body. What she didn't know, was that Sonny was doing the same thing...

"I took my first sip of booze when I was fifteen."

"I took my first sip of booze when I was sixteen."

"I started smoking a few months before I joined From First To Last."

"I tried a cigeratte once, but I thought it was nasty."

"I once made myself throw up, but on a dare."

"I've done that a few times, but stopped before it got too serious."

"I made out with a guy before."

"I've never made out with the same sex."

"You're my bestest friend."

"You're my bestest friend, too."

"Did ya know that I love you?"

Brianna smiled and snuggled closer to Sonny. "I love you, too." But Brianna only thought that he was talking about the love that you say to your friends.

'All I want is Sonny and a real relationship... The chance to call him mine...' she thought to herself.

'I only wish that she really knew how I felt about her...' Sonny thought to himself.

"That girl has some pretty rad hair," Brianna said. Sonny looked towards the girl they were talking about.

"Dirty blonde hair. Orange... Or red streaks. Black... or brown tips. So what?" But Brianna was already on her way to talk to the girl.

"Hi, my name is Brianna," she said, introducing herself. The girl looked towards her. She smiled.

"Lee," she said. Brianna raised an eyebrow.

"Lee? Ha, I'm sorry. That's just sort of a funny name for a girl," she said, giggling to her self. Lee laughed.

"Don't worry! I get that all the time!"

"So, I have a question. What's your favorite band?" Brianna asked the stranger once they were done laughing. The girl thought for a moment.

"I really love the band Norma Jean."

"OH MY GOD! Really?!" asked Brianna. Lee smiled and nodded her head. Without warning, Brianna grabbed the girl's arm to take her to meet Sonny.

"So... You love Sonny?" Lee asked. Brianna nodded her head and picked at the grass. In just the two hours that Lee and her met, they both already spilled their life story to each other. "Wow. Sounds like a fairytale..." Lee trailed off and looked at the sky. Brianna cocked her head to the side.

"It does..." Brianna said after some thought.

 

Lalala.... I'm bored. Listening to the demo of "Time To Dance" by P!ATD (who are amazing! but i still love FFTL and Sonny=<3). I'm on purevolume. My back hurts like a bitch. It's 8:18. I'm wearing a black beaded necklace that's more like a choker necklace. I'm wearing an awesome tank top from Hot Topic... Anything else about my boring life you wanna know?


Posted on 09/11/2006 6:20 PM Comments (14)

September 10, 2006

Sonny Moore||Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly||Pt. 8

"Haley" had short reddish-brown that was wavy, a little bit curly. She had fair skin, and rosy cheeks with freckles. Her eyes were a blue-green. She was dressed in a plain white tank top, dark blue jeans, and a single peal necklace.

"She looks... plain," whispered Brianna to Sonny. Sonny grimaced and shook his head.

"I know. And, she may be pretty in a way, but I don't think that her and Pete make a very good couple. They just don't... Look right together," he said, trying to explain it. Brianna nodded her head.

"I know what you mean. Oh, shush, here they come!"

"Hi, guys!" Pete said, smiling and walking towards them. He was holding Haley's hand.

"Hi, Pete!" yelled Sonny.

"Brianna, this Hayley. Hayley, this is Brianna. She's with From First To Last," Pete said, introducing and explaining. Haley held out her other hand for Brianna to shake.

"Hi," she said. Her voice is full of sweet honey... Brianna smiled her best and shook her hand.

"I'm about ready to rip her head off."

"I think she's cheating on Pete with someone else."

"Her voice is too sweet."

"She's plain!"

"I think she's cheating on Pete!"

"I asked her if she shopped at Hot Topic, and she said that she's only been in there a few times- with Pete! And that's it!"

"Ah, really? She's a little too girly for my taste. I usually don't diss on people's girlfriends like this, but I just don't like her. You know?"

"Oh, God, yes! I know exactly what you mean! And! She doesn't even listen to From First To Last or Underoath! She likes Bloc Party and some solo singer called Regina something and another, Vanessa Carlton? Oh! And-"

"I think she's cheating!" Sonny yelled, interrupting Brianna. Serenity and Brianna looked at him, wide eyed and mouths dropped.

"What?" asked Serenity.

"A few nights ago, I heard her talking on the phone with someone else. She kept saying, 'baby', 'love you', and 'can't wait to get back'. And Pete wasn't on the phone, I know that," Sonny explained.

"Are you sure it wasn't a relative or best friend or something?" asked Brianna. Sonny shook his head vigerously.

"Do best friends or relatives tell each other that they're not pregnant with their kid?"

"Sonny."

"Hmmm?"

"You broke Pete's heart!"

"OW!" Brianna sighed. I hope we did the right thing breaking Pete's heart... "Are you mad at me?" Brianna looked away from Sonny.

"Maybe."

"I'll make it up to you."

"How?"

"Going to the park and ice cream?" Brianna smiled and looked towards Sonny, whose eyes were big and twinkling.

"Sure!"

"Remember that time when we pranked phone call people all night?"

"HAHA! That was fu**king hilarious!"

"And remember you almost peed your pants because you were laughing so hard?" Sonny snickered. Brianna glared at him for moment, but they both cracked up laughing.

 

Brianna woke up early the next morning. Earlier than usual. She had a headache and a stomache. Too much ice cream... she thought to herself. She got out of her bunk. She smelled coffee in the air. Derek was in the small kitchen, about to smoke a-

"Gonna smoke a cancer stick?" Brianna asked as she looked for a mug. Derek "har-har"ed. Brianna smiled to herself.

"Where's Derek?" asked a voice, Matt's.

"I'm right here," he said, having trouble speaking because of the cigeratte in his mouth.

"Never mind. Brianna!"

"What?"

"Wanna go shopping today?"

"Why?"

"Yes or no. 'Why' wasn't an answer." Brianna laughed.

"Fine. I'll go. Just let me get dressed."

 

Part 8. Whoop! ... And I got nothin' smart to say.... I like Norma Jean, BEAT THAT SUCKAS!


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